my ankle~

I drank a bit only ytd... Haha! Just a bit. Later going for work man, watching movie later after my work;D wooohooo.... Chung ngam(tay) gave me smth again... Thanks!
Probably going to pub on the 2nd? I want see how is it look like! I mean i'm alr 18, it's legal to go in!

PS: meet u later...
PSPS: serve u just right!

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i'll treat like a normal friend...

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eh?

Why my ear hole is still bleeding when it's alr 4 yrs back when i pierce it!

Labels: stop it

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i'm fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I drank these 2 breezers in 10mins time? LOL! I think i'm too thirsty that time! Then, follow by half a bottle Barcandi... drinking pure one really damn bitter...

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Chung ngam asked me:"Do ant moon walk?" Wth, i laughed! Seriously can't imagine! So cute~

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Got to go down Tamp now, I don't want all those things... Going town later to meet Chung Ngam for movie...


PS: 3rd April going to help old folk and doing hse cleaning for them and all :) I like to voluntareer work;D I'd like to help people! Only if i have so much money, i will build a school in Africa.... Donate lots of money to charities.... And buy clothes and food for people in third world countries...
Why those freaking rich people out there didn't do all these!

"Money can't buy you happiness but happiness can buy you everything~" -peishan^^

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I will do all i can to be prettier... That's the only thing i can do for myself...

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This guy is awesome!

My sis sent me this video, well, it's probably the right time for me to watch... It's touching and motivating... I cried while watching because this guy here, Nick, wake me up and knocked my head with a hammer! And it's painful but worth it... LOL! wth i'm talking abt? Watch this and learn it hard! I knew my sis find me weird these days and so she thinks that this video might works and yes, it does;D

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You're not sorry...

You're Not Sorry lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor Alison;

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no


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no one will understand how hurt i am, it's because too much hope has been put in and you are destroying it because of a girl... i mean since i was in Sec 1, you have been asking me to be your gf, after exactly 4 to 5 yrs, i gained the trust and you gonna tear all those memories away... No one believe this r/s will work out, and you proved to me till last Dec... I never planned my life without you but i'm going to start planning it now... All u did is let me down... I'm falling and i was hoping someone to hold me tight, never let go...
So don't call this silly, it's all true feeling... You will only understand when you are experiencing it... But i hope no one would ever try it, especially my beloved ones... I don't mind if such things happen to me, only me... I don't want anyone to feel the way i do...

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not working~

My body is aching! I know i shldn't do that ytd night! I'm sorry to make you guys worry, esp Chung Ngam! I just purely wanted to empty the Vodka bottle, i didn't know i drank all of it... LOL! Chung Ngam rushed down to find me at 3am, i'm sorry to make u so worried. I tried walking home seriously.... I want to be drunk again! HAHA! I reached home at 7 am and i just woke up... Sorry to always cause you to be late for work because of accompanying an idiot here!

Labels: What to do

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Miss

I was homed slightly earlier at 4 am. I woke up at 11.30pm.... I'm late for work an hour! Ytd night, went to eat dim sum with chung ngam... He forced me to eat cos I hasn't eat anything since two days ago... I was still thinking to go for London weight management, okay, I'm lame though... Lol. My eye lids are swollen for days... I don't like this man! Lol. I received Nina Ricci perfume from chung ngam ytd, thanks:) it's damn sweet... He said when I'm not happy, I can put on this perfume. How I wish I can pour the whole bottle on me now... Thank him so much, such a nice guy friend I have:) lol. He said he will companies me every day... He such a nice guy, really...

Requested not to work tml:)

ps... I saw this really nice pendant in citigems... Will post it when I'm home tonight...

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you know u guys are great!

I'm doing something tonight, don't ask me why... Meeting Chung Ngam tonight;D
I love my bestfriends, Xinyi, Huiling, Linying, Yanting, Ya Jun and Jia Min.... And of cos those who cares for me and all. I'm blessed in certain ways i guess. I gonna go temple pray man, i swear 2010 is a sucky year for me and i'm gonna make it a good one from now onwards!

PS: Xy knew some Jap cute guys from YOYO competition, later go find her and i want to try talking to them in JAP! I might have a Jap bf soon! okay, this is a joke...


Anyway, i'm not stupid... "Sorry", this word is a joke itself!

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I swear i'm gonna hate ASTON! Disgusted...

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Nth more i can say

I'm having some kind of headache + backache... LOL! I came home this morning at 6 am again... I know i'm a girl and i shldn't have stay out drinking man! But i'm not exactly drunk ytd, it's because i didn't ate anything the whole day and i drink pure vodka without knowing Chung Ngam hasn't mix any red bull. Was damn unlucky la, imagine 7 police officers came up to ask and copied our IC, i mean come on~ We won't be drinking in such an open space if we are not yet 18-_- Okay i don't know exactly what i replied when the polices asked me stuff. After much chips and all, kind of feel more awake, i said all those stuff i couldn't bring myself to say it out. Chung Ngam knew exactly how i felt 'cos he experienced almost the same rubbish. Thanks so much;D


I'm not the one gonna teach you a lesson, i've no rights. But since i knew almost everyone in your family even those in malaysia, i think they shld tell you what you have done wrong, not me... I mean, you know ur friends and relatives comforted me, asking me to give you one last chance but i can't bring myself to do that now... It's too cruel man.... Actually i knew something went wrong, i knew it but i didn't care to ask 'cos u told me to trust you... You shld seriously be happy to have nice friends and family around, time to cherish people. You are seriously old enough to think what you need in life, not always hack care these and that... I knew you changed a lot for me but still your behavious....


Nothing gonna be the same


PS: Working later;D Shld i go home early tonight? Sorry mom to make you worry...

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Knew u for more than 6 yrs and tgt for almost 19 mths, I have done a good job but you.... Make me feel like laughing... This incident is stupid enough! Not me but u guys! Lol!

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Meeting chung ngam in 2 hrs time, he will come town company home and going for some drinking session:) woo

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I've so much people to cherish, but not u.....

I gonna go work later at 5pm, and meeting Chung Ngam at 11pm and we gonna go pub or maybe have a drink;D I need someone to company me every night, comfort me through these fucking stupid bull shit nonsense... I know i will be fine, but how long? I have no idea? 1 mth? 1 yr? Hard to say... But i really trusted Chung ngam:) i know he is a nice person, i mean we chatted every night and he understand how i feel and we gonna walk out all those nonsense we went through... Jia You;D

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Singlehood, how great?

Actually i'm now single, never thot that i will be single so fast man! How great? I can drink, club, play, stay over, party and go crazy since no one gonna CONTROL me anymore;D Enjoy life, shouldn't i? Most probably gonna stick with my dearest TAY CHUNG NGAM;D He accompanied me till this morning 6am, thanks;D Feel so great to have u around^^ I think i can even meet u everyday! HAHA!

Last but not least, i love my friends and family, they will never lie to me and really treated me damn good! LOVE! I'm gonna work hard for money, just money and i won't think of anything else!


YAY! I'm a freeman~



PS: I'm not the 3rd party, never been, get this clear...

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It's over.... I don't care what's the motive of the annoymous for telling me all fucking shit....
I have done more than enough as a gf...
Bye...


PS: I'm not as stupid, all along i knew something was wrong but i didn't know it will be like this! FUCK!

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stupid

Believe it or not, but i only ate a currypuff from OldChangKee & a cup of bubble tea for the entire day ! (Y)
Way to go man! Laugh!




Marilyn! U actually read my blog everyday! woooo~ I'll treat u candy when i see u yay? Haha!

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iPhoney

Labels: LOL

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Let's start anew?

i'm sorry...


PS: To the annoymous, i seriously wish that u can tell me who u are 'cos i know who u are actually... I didn't expect u to say these.... I know u are his "friend"..... Thanks for ur concern anyway;D

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Labels: loveyou

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HAHA! i really didn't i can't do much things as ur gf... I'll cherish these 2 weeks, love....;D

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Your action proof nothing to me actually, it's ok.... i will be nice for another few weeks, sorry if u don't like my decicision. I've made it clear, unless u can tell me why...

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i'm fine;D

I will not bring up this issue anymore.... Thanks god.....

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You pulled me out of misery and i thot i'm reaching heaven......., why would you want to push me back to misery?

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hiding

Why is it so hard to just do such a minor thing just for me being ur gf?

we are together for almost 19 mths...
This is seriously the last chance we can get...

PS: Sorry, i lied to myself that i can get over this matter...

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Things are screwed up once again.....

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sweet, (L) BF ;D

I'm a happy girl!

Date with my bf today;D like finally both of us is free and we went to watch ''How To Train Your Dragon".
It's really awesome, i personally think so! It's so much nicer than "Being Human". Good graphic and interesting storyline. Unlike "Being Human", i don't exactly like the storyline and somehow i'm affected by Jack Neo's affair because he wrote such a warm movie but yet he's behaviour is totally......
I think u guys shld go and watch How To Train Your Dragon!

We met each other at 10 am after i went for a quick breakfast with bestfriends:) headed to Grand Cathay. Ate our all-time fav, Aston at Suntec. We played some games and gotten a bear toy:D

I think M1 is quite good at providing customer services! I called the hotline for the third time to acquire about the local data charges i have to pay. I NEED TO PAY $128 FOR THE GPRS ITSELF~ wth right?
So, i called to ask about ridiculous billing and the staff named Afla who answered. He's seriously so much nicer and friendly~
I asked him and he actually helped me to whip off the charges man! My tone was a bit harsh/fierce because my friend told me to speak in this manner in order to make them give u a solution. And it works! How great? HA! After all, at least the staff is so helpful to ask his officer several times..... Shld write a compliment letter? HAHA.






It's great to have you around~


PS: one lame incident to share when we were having Aston this afternoon...

Waitress: I repeat your order, one Lemon Lime Chicken with tasty rice and onion ring and one Hickory bbq SAUCE!
BF: eh?

Waitress: i mean Hickory bbq CHICKEN, sorrysorry *laughs* (face filled with embarrassment)

of course we laughed! i know we are bad :x

Labels: happydays

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It's been a long time since we had a proper and nice date ? :(

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short n sweet

sweet diary,
I'm just lazy to blog....
I miss my bf
I don't feel like working
It's gonna rain i guess but i don't want to hear the thunder....
Have to go out soon.............
;D

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Work-ingggg

Hey afternoon!

I'm amazed by my sleeping hours, i can sleep till 1pm without even noticing that it's already noon! I need to adjust back~ I think my life was smooth, nothing much happened, no injuries(for goodness sake) and nothing much for me to blog abt;D

Saw this article on Msn today and it was about the job those celebrities work as before they were famous! Quite interesting!
Read more »

Labels: channing

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Again...

I am free from work today;D And probably more days ahead? Today will be going to watch movie with Tay. Seriously, don't u guys think that this holiday is passing freaking fast? Or maybe just mine? LOL.
I'm lacking of things to type, will return to my dear diary when i'm back? :))

 I'll be nice to you again:)

Labels: goodluckwillcome:)

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Do I looked diff compared to my photos? Aww, sadded

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Wtf, i don't know how to go university with this sucky attitude towards sch work and result......
I know i didn't put in much effort and this outcome is expected through...

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F.......... GRR! Why i did so badly!

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serve me just right:(

Tell me what is this:( Darn!

AY2009/2010 October Semester (Main)

BAF1002 Business Accounting C+
BBS1001 Principles of Management A
BEC1001 Microeconomics B+
BLO1001 Business Statistics C
BRM1005 Marketing Fundamentals C
GFL1003 Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese) B+


My GPA from 3.3 drop to 3.08, wth!

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NERVOUS~

Thot i alr knew that i didn't fail my subjects but i think i gonna score badly:(
PRAY HARD~ MY GPA WONT DROP!
Waiting for 2pm to go online see the result...

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;D RECOVERING IN PROCESS

Went to Bugis just now with Xinyi to grab a cover for my iphone!(Doc ask me not to walk much:x), got this really red cute cover;D I'm still a noob in using smartphone!
Was rather slacking these days, not working and rotting-_- I wanna work seriously, gonna earn more money during this holiday!

Labels: piggy leg

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Pain:'(

I was really lacking of luck man!
I have hurt myself twice in this mth!
Who can even help me?I think i'm gonna go temple and pray but provided i can even walk properly! I was thinking that my ankle will be okay by tml and i can go help out to work but it's already swollen and it's getting more and more painful:'( i can't even walk properly. i really hope nth will happen to my ankle pls~
I think it's stupid of me! I climb up the storeroom to take stock and i thot i'm not at a high position so i just jump down and i fell badly on ground and couldn't stand up! But i didn't cry and laughed! I think i'm crazy man!
Now, i'm suffering in great pain and it's pain till i cried! Darn it!
Tml gonna see a doctor!

PS: i didn't know i'm so not impt to u...

Labels: recover pls

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Due to lack of ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz?

i'm a stupid computer noob!

All i can say is, i doing a bad job in managing my stress now! Darn it! What exactly went wrong with me?

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Simply fun!

Ytd was really enjoyable i can say;D

I was working and thot that i wouldn't be able to make it on time to meet yajun and all for dinner and movie 'Cos last min our class picnic was cancelled! LOL! Then, my colleague came over to cover me so that i can get off work at 7 pm:D Met Jia min and ...... first! Then joined yajun, bingshan and wilson to Cineleisure~ supposed to watch movie but ended up taking neoprints with guys? Damn funny! We played pool and i really sucks at this!
Yajun wanted to drive us home but! She's having her unlucky day man, cos her car broke down~ not exactly broke down but her car remote no batt~ So we decided to go her hse! Played Mahjong but i'm still learning~ Headed home at 8 am this morning.
Went to change iPhone;D White:D THANKS LY! haha! Last min met yajun ro buy stuff for her bf who will be coming S'pore TML! WOOHOO YJ^^

PS: Hopefully tml will be as great as ytd and today:) I hope the world never end pls!

Labels: :)

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health revolution!

Have been trying to change my diet to a healthy one! I ate fruits for many days, for the past 3 days at least. haha! Continue to work hard, peishan! Ganbette! SLIMSLIMSLIMSLIM~

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Time flies;(

Can time just slow down? I mean at least for this holidays! 1/4 of 2010 is almost gone or i shld say just started... Shld post some pics to this almost-rotten blog of mine~ HAHA! I've been woking since Wed and came back from my boss's chalet on tues night, it's fun!

Labels: long post;D

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