HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ SHOW :D

小豬﹐生日快樂﹗

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Last 2 exams!!! time passed so fast. only left 2 more exams, Chemistry & History. and i haven even study both. Chemistry i totally don't understand. haha. i had prepare to fail. ytd mrs wong ask us to go with her to her staff room to know our results for maths. i passed^^ 21/30.

after school, i went for lunch and then went to d&t workshop to complete my artefact. cos ytd is the dead-line so we had to pass up. finally finish my artefact. i hope it can work when mr dave mark it. during pratical, joanne and i went to canteen to buy things to eat cos staying in workshop is really boring! my mood was affected by someone's action. i'm so disappointed, really. i'm not sure what shld i do. no matter what i do, it seems like it's always wrong. i'm so stressed recently. every friday will always make me feel sad. sounds stupid but this is how i feel.

Today, i'm going work with xinyi :) cos she's working there too~!!! well, for a few days but there's someone going home together with me. i'm thinking whether today will i see him again? haha. not sure too.


i'm going out now, bye~





Some photos of Show ^-^

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Finally! i finished my history e-learning homework. and my comp going to spoil soon :( it means that i can't use comp, can't PO. i hope it will get well soon. today, the SS exam was not very difficult but the reliability qns i forgot to disagree with it. i don't have the confident to pass my common test well. anyway, this week would be a busy week for me, i think. cos i have to complete my artefact by this week, have to work, study for exams and do my d&t folio. && write birthday card for Show :) his birthday is on 30 July. there's no time for me to rest even if i'm having fever right now. i think it's kind of weird cos normally i would be coughing or having a flu before having fever but this time round i'm only having fever. so shld i say that i'm lucky? haha. i think i will stop here nw, i'm tired of staring at the comp. Good Nights^^


"Never let the fear striking out keeps you from playing the game""

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Friday 20 July
Today i was so frustrated over too much things. when i'm walking out of my class and someone's behaviour makes me feel so disappointed and upset, really. i was really sad while i was walking home. i tried very hard to hold back my tears and finally i reached home. then, i went back to D&T workshop to do my artefact. actually i really don't feel like going as i really unwell. i was there until around 4 pm plus, i was waiting for joanne to go eat dinner together but... end up didn't. i went to work at around 5 pm plus. & today could be the worst day of my life. maybe. i'm wondering why i'm so unlucky this week. did i done something wrong? i hope next week will be a better week for me. but i'm having exams next week -_- *bored*

Saturday 21 July
not much things to mention about what had happened today. just that, i saw him the 2nd time at train station and at almost the same time as last week when i saw him. i'm not quite sure whether is it a good thing or a bad thing to see him.

This morning when i woke up, i felt very unwell and i know i will be sick again. i took my tempt. and i'm having a fever. it's 38 degree C. In the evening, xinyi and i went to Mac to eat our dinner. we were so LUCKY to saw this person at Mac and even beside us. we were about to finish eating. this person was rude to us as we were enemy when we were sec 1 which was like almost 3 years ago. but we tried not to care so much and also i had no strength to even talk -_-" he was like asking us in not a very polite way whether we're leaving Mac soon. i replyed ya and he wanted us to ask him why. it's so RIDICULOUS! we both went slient as we don't want to argue back with someone like him. and whats the point of arguing? it's ok if he thinks that we're timid. it's so embarrassng to quarrel with anyone in Mac. and it won't be nice too. but he's attitude was really bad. we were not in the wrong anyway. then we left that place after eating. it's just a seat only, and don't have to give this type of atitude. u want to sit den let u sit la, whats the big deal? and this person is actually rafi. i don't mind if u hate us. cos it wasn't wrong actually. but we are already sec 4. i'm typing this post just to vent my anger out. haha. i feel so much better now. i have to go study for the SS exam tml. bye:)

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BORED~ next week exams starting! and i think tml will be having a class test for Chem cos it shld be on last friday actually. later i'm going to study. and the e-learning was boring. i haven complete history and it's important cos if i don't do, i will get scolding from Mr malcom tan. but i don't even know how to do. TML is friday! & I HAVE TO WORK! i'm sick of working. but i want to save more money for Show's concert. so i have to. Recently, i don't know what's wrong with me and my mood. there are too much stuffs for me to think and make me really frustrated. why i have to pretend that i didn't saw and didn't heard? for the sake of who? it just don't go away. and no matter how hard i tried not to think about it but it still appear in my mind! how i hope i can lost my memories and start afresh. i guess i have to find a way to vent all my angers out. better than keeping it all to myself and i think i will gone mad soon. -____-" I'M TOO STRESSED~!!!

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E-learning! no school for 3 days~!!! yeah :) can sleep late and wake up late. but have to do a lot of homework online. which i don't think i can finish it by thursday. i went to watch Harry Potter & The Order Of The Phoenix with roger, xinyi and huiling. actually we planned to watch Transformer but end up watching Harry Potter. i think it's not really that nice to me but the graphic is really very good. and the last movie i watch is like sooo long ago. haha. what a coincidence! we saw weiqiang, kathi and sottuan in the same cinema and they were sitting right behind us! *surprised* && next week common test starts~!!! i haven even revise yet. pray hard that i can get good results. haha.

summary for this few days :)

Saturday 14 July
after work, when i was at Dhoby Ghaut mrt walking towards the north-east line to take the train home, i SAW him and his friends walking pass and i was so shocked cos it's was quite late. i never expected to see him at this place and at this time. it takes me a few secs to believe that i did saw him and not someone else. HAHA

Sunday 15 July
i went to work as usual but with xinyi ^^ cos another department next to mine short of promoter so i asked xinyi to work there for 1 day. haha. we talked a lot of things while we were working. and the staff there said we talked too much but we continue talking craps. time passed quite slow actually. after work, we met joanne den went home together. it's was a fun day :D

Ps: Happy Birthday uncle chung ngam~!!!

Monday 16 July
Today i went to do my artefact after school. but end up doing nothing there. cos Aldrich was not there and i need his help. and really must thank him for his help. haha. i bought some sweets to test out for my candy machine. luckily it works, i think. i have to buy more sweets to test out again on Friday cos i ate all the sweets i bought. sweets are so nice. haha. after that, xinyi and i went to Mac to eat our dinner and study. but actually i can't really concentrate ther cos it's a bit too noisy. and we went home around 7 pm.

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POST~

Finally i have the time to use comp^^ i know i didn't post for many many days. last week everything were just normal, nothing really special happen. only that ithe skit that our school teachers performed last friday was quite funny. and also i met up with one friend who i did not see her for a long time. && i had made a final decision after thinking so much, i decided to forget something which bothers me for a very long time. it needs a long time to forget things so i won't try to hard. even though i really don't wish to. but i think i shld let go. haha. anyway, common test is round the corner! i have to study to get good results. i realised that i really did not pay much attention in class and now i don't know how to do the topic Mrs Wong taught us recently -_- & Danson Tang had signed contract with Avex~!!! which mean that he can record his own album :) haha. so happy for him. Tml is the last d&t practical and i haven completed my artefact yet. hope everything turns out well and my artefact could work too. i will PO some photos of my artefact after i completed it. haha. ok, i think i will stop here. bye~

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<<力量>> by: 罗志祥

想念长了翅膀
他跟着我流浪
独自背着行囊
看着人来人往
躺在陌生的床
眼睛没办法合上
想着这些年过了一关又一关
也许我太逞强
但是我无时无刻都在想
你的臂弯
给我力量陪我闯荡
也许我们都不讲
把爱留在我的心上
超越了太多梦想
时光匆忙不曾遗忘
随时可以回头看那些时光
你在身旁给我的温暖

也许我来不及讲
你给的爱放在心上
陪伴着每个夜晚
有天可以回头看那些时光
你在身旁忘记了悲伤

This song is really really touching. Show sang this song on his concert in Shanghai recently and he cried. cos it reminded him of his father. Good news: Show's Singapore world tour concert is on 1st Dec 2007. YEAH~!!!

good nights~

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no school today :) i woke up around 1 pm and i had slept for 12 hours. but i still felt so tired. i realised i didn't post for so many days le. this few days still busying working as usual. i have to save enough money for Show's concet this year and Fahrenheit's 2nd album this month i think. so much money to save so must work. i have nothing to PO, bye~

PS: i changed my blog's song to Rainie Yang's new song <<缺氧>>, 換換愛 OST... i think it's quite nice.

Summary for this few days...

Thursday 28 June

today english lesson, we have to present the slides we made for the shopping centre we went to our class. it's wasn't so embarrassing than i thot before as we had trained everytime to do group work and present in history lessons by Mr Tan. and he's leaving school soon to go further studies or something. we can't see him after term 3 :( anyway, we presented our slides which all done by me in the end. cos my group members all cannot do. i completed this presentation at around 1 am and took me almost 5 hours!!! cos i had problem sending the file. The End

Friday 29 June
After work today, i saw Felicia, ex-bendemeerian at Dhoby Ghaut mrt there. i'm so surprised. and we went home together as we both have to alight at the same station. so we take the same train. haha. so coincidence. The End

Saturday 30 June
After work, i walked to Centerpoint to find Joanne to go home with her. finally i know how to walk from Wisma to Centerpoint. haha. *proud* it's quite a long distance. i waited at mac for her for about 1 hours. we went home with one of joanne's colleage. we missed the last train home. so we took bus and we reached Boon Keng around 12 am ++ The End

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