Sometimes in life, we are lost. Lost in our own feelings and thoughts...

Humans are different... But who will change for the word 'love'

ends at 9:26 PM

We live only once and I'm gonna do what I really want! Determination pls!

ends at 11:03 PM

Eyer! Darn! Tried so many ways to slim down! Doesn't seems to work very well. So from tml onwards I'll just eat fruits and oatmeal and hopefully last till Xmas and see if really there's a different.
I just wanna slim my thighs! Seriously!

ends at 10:56 PM

Insane

Perhaps I expected too much from myself. Not anyone else but myself. Starting of the year, I reflected a lot because of that incident. I'm not what I want myself to be. I wanted to change everything, everything in my life so that I can get the happiness back by myself. I thought it was easy...

Things wasn't smooth... I swear... It's like the toughest year I ever been through. I blamed myself and god for the unfair treatment. God took away everything. Almost everything;my loved ones... Grandmere's death is the most heartbreaking thing happened. Never felt so scared before.

However, things became so much better when Cn entered my life... Things wasn't that bad no matter what. Life's great. As a girl, all u need is concern. I have gotten mine. I'm contented.

It's me, I'm the only source that caused invisible stress to myself... I can't smile... Having to force it out sometimes because I don't wanna explain. No one can understand how I feel. Perhaps it's because I used to be a perfectionist. When I wrote just a wrong word, I'll just replace with a new paper and rewrite. It sounds crazy but that how weird I am last time. So I tend to expect a lot. Too much for me to even handle.

I should stop giving myself nonsense stress, seriously. Shall relax and love my life.

Oh! And it's the 1st! happy together my dear! He will be preparing smth nice after my work:D

ends at 6:24 PM

Insane

Perhaps I expected too much from myself. Not anyone else but myself. Starting of the year, I reflected a lot because of that incident. I'm not what I want myself to be. I wanted to change everything, everything in my life so that I can get the happiness back by myself. I thought it was easy...

Things wasn't smooth... I swear... It's like the toughest year I ever been through. I blamed myself and god for the unfair treatment. God took away everything. Almost everything;my loved ones... Grandmere's death is the most heartbreaking thing happened. Never felt so scared before.

However, things became so much better when Cn entered my life... Things wasn't that bad no matter what. Life's great. As a girl, all u need is concern. I have gotten mine. I'm contented.

It's me, I'm the only source that caused invisible stress to myself... I can't smile... Having to force it out sometimes because I don't wanna explain. No one can understand how I feel. Perhaps it's because I used to be a perfectionist. When I wrote just a wrong word, I'll just replace with a new paper and rewrite. It sounds crazy but that how weird I am last time. So I tend to expect a lot. Too much for me to even handle.

I should stop giving myself nonsense stress, seriously. Shall relax and love my life.

Oh! And it's the 1st! happy together my dear! He will be preparing smth nice after my work:D

ends at 6:24 PM

Dear

Santa claus, I've been good this year:)
I have 3 wishes!
- I wanna get slimmer and no pimples pls.
- everyone is happy and healthy, esp my dear and family:)
- get braces done.!

Haha! Xmas <3

ends at 4:21 PM

Okay I'm gonna change blogger to wordpress since I seldom use comp and I'm soooooooo addicted/attached to my iPhone;p cos blogger can't pics using my phone so my blog is like so damn boring.

ends at 3:46 PM

X'mas coming~

It's 2010 Xmas and I'll be celebrating with love:) must think of some place to celebrate!!!

ends at 3:39 PM

It's Been Good

I'm treated really nicely by Bf. :D
I'm lucky somehow to found you on the way when I'm lost...

ily :)

ends at 3:37 PM