Final farewell

7 days of funeral.
Tml will be the last day. Honestly, sometimes i still don't wish to face the fact that i can no longer see my grandma ever again. I still remember how playful i were when i was still a kid and grandma always chase after us becuase we are too noisey. But as she became older, she no longer have the strength to even scold us. I know there's a part of my life was gone. I'll try my very best to study hard and get into uni. I think this might be the only thing i can do now. I'll stay strong.
I miss you, grandmere...

ends at 3:16 PM

I love you Grandmere.

I know it's coming... I'm living in fear since thurs night. My grandma was in icu since then. Every phone call makes me scare. It was a torture to have to decide between letting her live by relying on the machines or seeing her leave. At least she survived 3 more days to let me said my last words... I know she's suffering. I believe that she will be with my grandpa living in somewhere happier. I'll stay strong.
I love you.
R.I.P.

Cherish ur loved ones before it's too late.

ends at 3:37 AM

Are you sure?

I don't know whether you think too much or whatever. But I don't bother alr. All i want now is my grandma.

If u want smth so much then in the first place don't throw it away when u found smth else. After so long you still think that things that u threw is still there for u to claim back?
Someone or maybe everyone picked it up because it's unique and shldn't be thrown since it's smth great...

Sometimes it's not just about love, it's just because ppl don't want to accept and move on...

I made my mistake once but I learn to cherish my things. Learn my lesson. Learn to think before leaving anything behind because I can't afford to lose impt things, esp humans.

ends at 11:39 AM

Dear god,

Pls don't take my grandma away... I don't want... I know I'm selfish and she's suffering but can you pls pls let her recover. I hasn't talk to her... She's in coma when I reach hospital that night. She's my caring grandmere, I know I didn't always visit her. I'm sorry.
I will visit everyday after work, I hope she hear what I said. I hope there's miracle.
I wish to talk to her.

ends at 11:23 AM

It's exhausting. I'm tired. Really.
Time to make things right.

ends at 5:16 PM

Human can't be trusted. It's seriously lame, how ppl can mention the word 'trust' easily when they doesn't do what the word actually means...

ends at 5:16 PM