Everytime

I really feel so lucky or perhaps fortunate to actually left my past and moved on to present. Because after all those wasteful time, I gained nothing in the end. Literally nothing. It's not that I've given in a lot but it's just a greed thought that human have that I think is unfair. People like it when it's hard to get. But ask yourself; are you sure about that? Hard to get didn't mean u wanted it but it's about you missed a chance and seeking for another just to ease your false pain. But all the time and struggle didn't mean anything. Just cherish when there's still someone beside you.

I like it now, seriously. I love how my life changed since then. Every little thing of mine is noticed, I'm ordinary but special to someone. I'm contented:)

Thank you, god.