Are you sure?

I don't know whether you think too much or whatever. But I don't bother alr. All i want now is my grandma.

If u want smth so much then in the first place don't throw it away when u found smth else. After so long you still think that things that u threw is still there for u to claim back?
Someone or maybe everyone picked it up because it's unique and shldn't be thrown since it's smth great...

Sometimes it's not just about love, it's just because ppl don't want to accept and move on...

I made my mistake once but I learn to cherish my things. Learn my lesson. Learn to think before leaving anything behind because I can't afford to lose impt things, esp humans.