Down

I'm tired... Both mentally and physically. Gonna go work after my sch today, because my boss needed help so... What exactly do i need? I start to wonder and doubt on myself... I know i shld be the one who understand best about myself but somehow i'm lost. I start to think that i don't even understand myslef and how am i gonna expect others to understand me? I feel that i'm selfish and it's so not me these days. Whee have the old peishan been? LOL. These are just some random thoughts i had now. I can't explain it how i'm feeling now but i know one day i'll understand what god is trying to tell or lead me. I shld think of nothing now and be myself...:D

Smiling has always been easier than explaining why you're sad...

PS: i hate to keep secret or lie, it's even harder than anything else.... I don't like to keep things to myself, feels terrible...

I hate myself when whatever things happen and i'll start to analyse for no reason, nonsense craps.