just came back home :) it's kind of early today. nothing much to do at home. and exams is round the corner! i scare i won't do well this time. after exams, will be my birthday soon^^ i'm going to find out something tat i always wanted to. i wanna to ask this particular person about things that i wanted to know. no matter whats the outcome, i must at least try. not always be so timid. haha. i'm timid :D i'm expecting for the worse. i know i will be disappointed or sad on my birthday but this thing has bothers me since last year. and this time, i can know whether shld i give up. tat person had forgotten me. haha. but nrvm, it's all right. i must be fine, at least appear to be fine. i hope i have the chance to at least ask. perhaps it's all too late. but i will regret if i don't even ask and after next year i might never see him again or forever? i had decided to make things clear on my birthday :D i must! lol.