Friday 20 July
Today i was so frustrated over too much things. when i'm walking out of my class and someone's behaviour makes me feel so disappointed and upset, really. i was really sad while i was walking home. i tried very hard to hold back my tears and finally i reached home. then, i went back to D&T workshop to do my artefact. actually i really don't feel like going as i really unwell. i was there until around 4 pm plus, i was waiting for joanne to go eat dinner together but... end up didn't. i went to work at around 5 pm plus. & today could be the worst day of my life. maybe. i'm wondering why i'm so unlucky this week. did i done something wrong? i hope next week will be a better week for me. but i'm having exams next week -_- *bored*

Saturday 21 July
not much things to mention about what had happened today. just that, i saw him the 2nd time at train station and at almost the same time as last week when i saw him. i'm not quite sure whether is it a good thing or a bad thing to see him.

This morning when i woke up, i felt very unwell and i know i will be sick again. i took my tempt. and i'm having a fever. it's 38 degree C. In the evening, xinyi and i went to Mac to eat our dinner. we were so LUCKY to saw this person at Mac and even beside us. we were about to finish eating. this person was rude to us as we were enemy when we were sec 1 which was like almost 3 years ago. but we tried not to care so much and also i had no strength to even talk -_-" he was like asking us in not a very polite way whether we're leaving Mac soon. i replyed ya and he wanted us to ask him why. it's so RIDICULOUS! we both went slient as we don't want to argue back with someone like him. and whats the point of arguing? it's ok if he thinks that we're timid. it's so embarrassng to quarrel with anyone in Mac. and it won't be nice too. but he's attitude was really bad. we were not in the wrong anyway. then we left that place after eating. it's just a seat only, and don't have to give this type of atitude. u want to sit den let u sit la, whats the big deal? and this person is actually rafi. i don't mind if u hate us. cos it wasn't wrong actually. but we are already sec 4. i'm typing this post just to vent my anger out. haha. i feel so much better now. i have to go study for the SS exam tml. bye:)